4) I am realistic by day, dreamer by night.
3) I’m a very, very big hypocrite.
Astonishingly, I think this (at least some of it) is true. I might be going off on the wrong direction with this mentality, but oh well, that’s just me.
Also, isn’t it okay to be a hypocrite?
I mean just because you do something wrong doesn’t mean that you can’t set someone else off in the right direction, right? For example, lets say that you told someone to stop complaining about stuff all the time, but you do it too, does that really matter? I mean as long as you give that person the right advice, should it matter if you are a hypocrite or not? Im confused, lol.
What an interesting yet chaotic afternoon…
So, I signed up for this arts/craft volunteer position at the local church, for a summer daycamp geared towards kids from all ages, grades 1-7, and we’re supposed to help them make crafts, do recreational activities, basically make their days fun and worthwhile. We had a meeting today, for all the volunteers and staff members, and I actually saw some people from my own school there. The meeting talked about how to help the kids, and how to teach them the meaning of God and Jesus, and I began to think I signed myself up for more than I bargained for.
2) I’m probably the only guy on this earth who overuses everything that could possibly exist. From overmentioning cliches and jokes, to overplaying a certain song, to overrepeating literary devices such as: idioms, words, examples, ideas, and commas, and even overusing the word “over”.
(Okay, maybe I added a little too many commas and overs on purpose :D)
Three: By saying less, you are in fact saying a lot more.
I often find myself lost at words to say. It’s like there is nothing I can do, or even if I do something and give it all my best, I seem to be going nowhere. My back is against a brick wall. How on Earth am I supposed to make things right? I am not giving up, but it feels like there’s no end in sight, no light at the end of the tunnel. I feel exhausted.
Anything weird/interesting/random about me. (As if any of you already give a shit, lol!) My thoughts, my interests, anything.
1) I secretly think that melancholic songs are beautiful; it’s in the way they sound, the way they give you so much to think about, to reminisce about. When I’m not in the best mood, I often throw a couple of these into a playlist and lie back, relax -listening to them on repeat. It seems counter-intuitive, I know; but sad tunes can actually cheer me up. :) The other thing is its vocals. I’m the type of person who listens to some select songs only for the pitch variation and voice of the singer.
Terribly wishing I would just fall asleep… without noticing, fall into a mesmerizing deep sleep, forgetting about all the woes in life.